Hunch

They say that when you embark on adventure, or experience dilemma, or about to take the first step of doing something outrageous, you have to follow your heart, listen to what your gut tells you, or heed your intuition. When your hunch tells you there's something off, setting off alarms in your head, you better take up arms or prepare yourself for whatever's bound to happen.

I hate how I take note of everything--anything--on someone or something that's caught my attention. I hate how I make sense of everything, like a jigsaw puzzle where the pieces fall into place when I least intend to. I hate how I get affected afterwards and think and think and think.

Do I smother you, like a hostage in a sack? Do I restrict you, like a dog on a leash? Do I make you feel trapped, like a criminal behind bars?

Sometimes, I can't help but feel like I'm pushing my feelings to you.

Fears

While some of us have irrational fears over something others deem normal, others experience anxiety over something they believe might happen in the future. More of the inevitability of these circumstances, people dread them from occurring, but still having that inkling feeling that they /might/ happen. It's all too confusing; probably similar to what Harry and Ron experience in Divination class.

Now, though, there is one thing I fear: That the day will come when I will be the only one holding on. The future without her will be too bleak.

Somebody That I Used To Know

by Gotye feat. Kimbra

[Gotye:]

Now and then I think of when we were together

Like when you said you felt so happy you could die

Told myself that you were right for me

But felt so lonely in your company

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Like resignation to the end, always the end

So when we found that we could not make sense

Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

But had me believing it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]

Somebody

(I used to know)

Somebody

(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)

(That I used to know)

(I used to know)

Somebody