Maybe

"There are many things that, even though you're fervently praying for them to come true, have not yet been granted. It may be for the reason that you do not need them yet. Think of it this way--whatever you're doing now, do you think you'll still be able to do it once you have a job? There may be problems which eat you and your sanity altogether, but they are there because you need them."

Random.

It's only been a week since AFA X in Singapore and I still can't get over it! I'll just post my AFA and Singapore experiences next time.

Anyway, here be a random something that's cosplay-related (at last)! I haven't checked out my list of to-do things because it looks terribly overwhelming, so I'll just settle with my schedule (photoshoot and cosplay competition) in the mean time.

1. January
• Trinity Blood
• KHR: Kokuyo Gang
• KHR: First Generation
• Hakuouki Shinsengumi Kitan
2. February
• Shinsengumi
• Romeo x Juliet
3. March
• Hunter x Hunter
• Macross Frontier
4. April
• One Piece
• Blood+
• the GazettE
• Gundam 00
5. May
• 
  
6. June
• Fire Emblem
• 
  
7. July
• 
  
8. August
• 
  
9. September
• Romeo x Juliet
10. October
• 
  
11. November
• Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
12. December
• Final Fantasy 

I just realized the list is equally intimidating. And overwhelming. FML.

So Easy...

So today, I rode the jeepney to somewhere.... I sat at the rear end of the vehicle so I can look far away and get lost in my thoughts; stared onto the highway, let my mind go blank. For a moment, four words ran and ran and ran inside my head and it was then when I realized what people who committed suicide probably thought--- "It's just so easy." Had the urge to throw myself in the middle of the road.